I scatter myself around
driven by the ill advised belief
that I will get more done.
Become more accomplished.
It is this scattering of myself which detracts myself from the process of becoming. Awakening.
I imagine awakening being a robust expression of my fullness - all together.
One piece, one contained spark, one completion of a part of what IS.
This what IS -
is the heartbeat of mother nature,
of the cosmos, the massive & expansive universe of which I am a part.
It both terrifies me and enlivens me.
All that I've lost or freely let go, is there.
All that is yet to be, is there.
I can only be available to tap into what IS,
if I am settled.
Fully available to both receive and give -
to inhale & exhale.
It is only there, in this intentional alignment that my essence can really be felt, seen, heard - when I embody what I know to be true,